Under the load of pressure from modeling and compromising my morals and my voice, I've reached the conclusion that career wasn't going to benefit me in any meaningful way longterm. Don't get me wrong, I love the majority of photographers I've worked with, they've been fantastic and a wonderful part of my life. I will… Continue reading I’m No Longer A Model
Since I was 14 I've had an eating disorder. Most of you have read my other posts about how hard it was for me to be happy with my body during pregnancy when I began gaining a pound or so a week (in the second and third trimesters), and my most recent post about my… Continue reading The Ongoing Battle With Anorexia
I didn't like my other post on my labor experience so I decided to write it again in a different way. The step by step process with the time frame seems better to me, it flows easier, so here it is. 😄 This also includes (as you can tell by the title) how I realized… Continue reading Baby Aiden & Postpartum Depression.
I post on IG and other social media often, a large portion of these pictures and videos show my stomach through pregnancy and after, and people have said "you're lucky you sent get stretch marks!" they don't realize I actually did. So my stomach is free of them, which I'm grateful for, but my left… Continue reading I Actually Did Get Stretch Marks, They’re Just Hidden.
The most obvious symptom of pregnancy is weight gain, it's for the most part unavoidable. Some women have no problem or are only mildly bothered by it, but for those who've suffered from an eating disorder, it can be emotionally suffocating. Anorexia for me began as a goal in 10th grade, so like 3 years… Continue reading Pregnancy Weight and My Battle with Anorexia.
Every mom wants to focus most on the happiest, cutest, and most peaceful parts of their pregnancy, and for good reason. There's so much greatness that comes with the baby growing and getting closer and closer to birth, but OH MY LORD there is lots of pain and disomfort too. For some, stretch marks are… Continue reading Pregnancy Pains. July 7th, 2016.